Well I had a strange experience at my doctors office. I am as some of you know disabled. I met a lady that I used to know a couple years back and she asked how I was doing and how she felt sorry for me etc. I told her not to because there are so many other people worse off than me. I realised that I had actually grown some from feeling sorry for myself to not really thinking about it.

Actually no matter how disabled you are there are people who are way worse than you if you are a born again christian because nonbelieves will spend a eternity suffering for their mistakes while we who believe will get off scott free from suffering from our mistakes thru The sacrife the God the Father had to do by making His only begotten son die for our sins on the cross. Jesus was willing to do this for His Father only if there was no other way out. He willingly gave up His life for us to take the punishment for our sins. The punishment phyical and spiritual death. His body died but for one brief moment He suffered spiritual Death when His Father turn away from his son. Spiritual death is seperation from God for eternity.

Since Jesus died for our sins and took our penality for our sins we do not have to suffer and be seperated from God if we accept the Holy spirit's small voice beckoning us to confess our sins, ask Jesus to be our saviour and ask Him to come live with us in our heart and then confess to someone that you believe.

Since it is a free gift you only have to ask for it. But beware those who ignore the Holy Spirits call all lifetime long and die without asking for the Free gift of life, will not be forgiven and will have to pay for their sins (crimes, misdeeds, wrongs, mistakes, defects of charater) in full all by themselves alone for eternity